lunes, 15 de marzo de 2010

the dead man in the cupboard


YOU

you, your name, your face, your smell, your voice, your laugh, are the only things that are in my head... dead man... you're ALIVE...( more than me, i think... and that can't be good.)

today... the big day... started with a very sad and sleepy face... with a full charged cellphone... waiting for your call...or a message at least... but you didn't apear,dear cute boyfriend... so the dead man appears in my mind... that is a fairy tale 24/7...

i think how he can help me... how a simple hug could fix the broken(very broken) heart that you left inside me... and you didn't even realize...

and then... an unexpected call.. and your voice all over the car... my face looking at the little black phone.. as if you will came out in any minute... the first and only smile of my day... but what are you saying??.... of course... you are at your girlfriend´s house... having dinner with her family... averybody together ...as a very big happy family...

what can i do??-... i thought it was a game... that it was obvious that we will be together again... but... do you feel the same?...

please...don't forget me... you know i love you... i care about you.... swear me that it's just another step of our histerical game... please don't stop loving me... love me like that first day..



english?? yes, i wanted something different from the others... YOU ARE DIFFERENT, and i'm sure that this is full of mistakes... but it is a reflection of our "relationship"...